it's been so long.
i never had a chance to play this for you.
cos everytime the music starts,
i always cannot go with the tune.
and then you went away,
now the lyrics seem to stray.
so how can i not love you?
when i live just for you.
you took away the heart in me,
that once beat in harmony.
now, i am torn apart,
feeling unemotional somehow.
sometimes, i can't help but cry.
i miss the way we used to be.
and the sad part,
the song i made,
is just a music that will fade.
and the reasonis you.
brandon
boy
12
31/7/97
lodgian
i love my guitar
i hate fattasses
starstruck by 3oh3 rocks
i hate everyone but you
because i live to love you
as you are the angel in my nightmare
but everythingmeans nothing.
Friday, October 23, 2009
hey... just gt a counter set up'ed... yep, today is the 2nd/3rd day (only primary 6) of exam... kinda easy except for KT... so fucking hard! i think i get below 40/100 liao... sobs*. after the last paper, KH, i went to pay megan for the prom then me, mud and ven went uni... i bought 2 corntoz and a hotcup... actually mud and ven wanted to buy fon credit but the credit shop closed... so ven went back leaving mud and me... oh ya, on the way to uni mud's car passed buy and his mum saw us... so we had to hurry. anyway, so then when i was paying, mud had to go so i was left alone.. suddenly, i saw azmil's car... he came out to buy stuff also... then i went back... then at 12.45, my mum came... then went to spring to eat... after tht, i went to mph and i saw emily... i see her everywhere! at choice daily then at spring... lol.. then i went to FOS to by surfpants. the surfpants so super big so my mum tighten it... i'm wearing it now :P.. then we left FOS and went to takiong... bought some stuff to eat then went home.. played badminton for awhile then played com. later i'm goin swimmin.. but first, i must play SA... bye. :)
if i ain't got you|2:41 AM
Thursday, October 22, 2009
Hey... Its first day of exam today... So damn panic! The first paper was literature. I memorised the character study for elizabeth and wickham only... so much to do arr!!!!! and only in 11/4 hour... i think i fail liao... then maths was easy but i gt 2 mistakes in objective... the time so short also... when ckg chong say times up then i baru saw that i haven shade the ans sheet! then i rush like shit so some i shade out of the box... then when teacher came to me i haven finish shading but luckily she collect the front first la... then chun chun i finish... whew.. then it was music... easy la... so yeah... thts all...
dont get the rong idea... i'm not wiv kim!
if i ain't got you|12:13 AM
Friday, October 16, 2009
Hiee.. Today, my bro had his first holy communion at St. Joseph church. Saw kieren there..
i look damn weird..
so yea... goin church AGAIN later... byee
if i ain't got you|6:54 PM
my blog is probably...... dead... no visitors... no update... lol.. life means nothin without you. seriously. its been so borin since you left me... so yeah... hope you like the new skin..
if i ain't got you|5:17 AM
Sunday, September 27, 2009
hey... sry haven been blogging lately... had been mapling :P...
soooo... how's everyone? i broke my leg :(... no la
today
today, i wasnt allowed to play com until after lunch cos my mum was in bad mood... i had to mop the floor upstairs and downstairs... i started upstairs after my brother vacuumed the entire floor.. took him long enough... then i mop the floor.. my room, sis room, bros' room, mum n dad's room, all the toilets and the stairs... when i finished, i emptied the mop bucket and went down..
while i was thinking of ___ and walking down the stairs, holding the mop bucket, i forgoten that the stairs was wet so i slip and rolled down the stairs... i felt like my legs were broken.... and the mop bucket hit my head... my mum and dad came running from the living room...
mum: are you okay?
dad: now what are you doing? ( starring at me furiously )
my dad din even cared... what a dad i have... when i'm injured, he just scolds me... all the while i loved my dad more than my mum but now, i can see who's more loving...
anyways, when i went into the kitchen toilet to fill the mop bucket to mop downstairs, my mum came in to clean my wound and apply medicine to my leg... then my dad said from outside the toilet " haiya.. like that also so panic.... small problem only... ". what if my broke my leg? small problem la? and if my skull cracked? wish god gave me a chance to pick a different father...
so thts all for now...
to eva: why private your blog?
if i ain't got you|12:16 AM
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
ignore the mouse glitter thingy...
its so gay...
i'll try to remove it...
if i ain't got you|10:17 PM
weee...
NEW LAYOUT!!!
if i ain't got you|9:37 PM
Saturday, September 19, 2009
Hey... My blog sucks... I dunno how to use blog skin thts why..... So... Nthin much happen.. Just tht ave went to kl and jade is migrating to australia on friday... :( So boring at home!!!!
To any one from T6.1,2,3 : wan meet at swk club at tuesday? if interested, post on chatbox...
so... today, i woke up, played ps2 then played com. Boring hor?.... haiya.. my fon got detacsifnoc ( upside down )... to those whose dun hav a fon, we share the same misery.. so err....... nthin to say la....
wish all the muslims:
Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri
if i ain't got you|8:54 PM
Friday, September 11, 2009
so lazy update my blog...
but...
ave told me to update...
this is counted as update rite...
sooooo...
bye...
if i ain't got you|7:51 AM
Friday, September 4, 2009
Hey.. lalala... today, school was fine...
every subject was normal...
after school, i was suppose to go for the upsr mass but, you noe... i din go.. hehehe
wanted to hav my first kiss but she went home too soon... haha.....
After school, went out to lunch with grandma... saw Mdm Phang... pri 2 maths teacher... and saw kevin at 'kim bay'; the dim sum shop at spring... the food was awesome!!! so cheap too... 39 bucks for 4 people...
Then after lunch, went to shop at ta kiong... bought some stuff and left...
Then went to grandma's hse... watched movie for lyk an hour then went to fetch my other siblings from school..
Then went to buy fruits, again... then went home...
When we reached home, i was suppose to study but i escaped... hehe... i bathed then went on9... ave wasnt on9.. boohoo so, i went to watch tv... nothin nice to watch... so i watched kim possible.. then packed my stuff for swimmin... after tht, i went out to play badminton and ride bike (my mum's.. mine got stolen)...
at 7 smthin (obviously i'm late for swimmin), went swimmin... swam so much!!! oh yea... i sprayed water at joseph, a assistant coach... at 9, after relay, i got up... joseph took my pants and hid it high up the thingy in the toilet... so i couldnt reach it... after i bathed and all, i used a stick to take it down... it was really hard cos the thingy was like a longkang on the roof! everybody was lyk "he cant do it la..." and i did it!!! then ate at mainhall... oh yea... i saw bunsu there... i always see him everywhere.. at spring and now at club...
after my dinner, i went home... played with rubix cube then read my karangan... i was so bored so i arranged my pencil case... then after tht, i played computer.. downloaded a nice song... love drunk by boys like girls... i'm sure most of you have heard it.. to those who havent, try listen: